Said something like that about her brother.

I’ll just tell myself not to hangout with people like her.

Also, it wasn’t my idea to have dinner over there. The same applies to holidays.

Probably lose 5 or so pounds in a week, if I don’t go over there. She can always go to the sleep study without me. I’ll just say I’m sick. Everyday for the rest of my shitty & short life.

Also, some people would rather feel shitty, then go to a sleep study. They’d probably find nothing anyways. If they do, only sleep apnea. And I doubt sleep apnea explains everything. Being depressed is more fun.

Also, I don’t feel anything, so why do anything about it? That’s the best way to feel.