Almost August

Tonka died 8/21/19, so not surprising I’ve been crying almost every morning. Most people don’t get as attached to their dog as I did. No idea why not. All they do is give lots of love, hard not to get super attached to them.

Wish I was sitting on the floor in the room with her, at the end. And just held onto her. She was super nervous and probably scared. That’s what happens every time a dog dies, and I’m there, I shutdown.

And why couldn’t anybody do anything to help her? We have nukes, you’d think we would know the solution to all health problems. But I guess spending resources on making nukes is more important then life. Not a good way for a species to survive.